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kate helen's avatar

ugh i love this!! im feeling a lot of the same emotions as u in regard to past flames as well, so I really appreciated this!! <333

xins ꩜ αΆ» 𝗓 .ᐟ's avatar

AHH thank you so much ☹️ i guess there’s a thing about having a part of us hold on to what we had with them, even after a long long time :p maybe that’s why people say we are a mosaic of the people we meet 🀍

Roha πŸ’Œ's avatar

This is so vulnerable, exactly the kind I would expect to read here. It’s an unfortunate thing with hearts that feel deeply, they are cursed to let go quite often. I wish you all the joy and the love you pour to come back to you, multiplied.

xins ꩜ αΆ» 𝗓 .ᐟ's avatar

ahh thank you for reading love πŸ₯Ή thank you for your well wishes, and i hope you’ll receive a love worthy of the care you share with others as well 🀍

ingrid's avatar

this is so vulnerable <3 thank you for sharing with us, and i hope you will find someone that loves you fully ❀️

xins ꩜ αΆ» 𝗓 .ᐟ's avatar

AHH lovie!! thank you for reading πŸ₯ΉπŸ€

theinkspilled's avatar

This is so beautifully vulnerable. It’s a brave thing to admit that you're either all in or nothing kind of person, because it’s what makes your love so rare. There is no shame in having a small chamber of your heart stay reserved for what could have been, but I hope this "love portal" brings you someone who realizes that a heart like yours is a gift, not a burden. You deserve to be seen with the same intensity you give to others❀️‍πŸ”₯ amazing piece!!!

xins ꩜ αΆ» 𝗓 .ᐟ's avatar

thank you so much for your kind words love ☹️ while i’m over him, some part of me will still live for him and what could’ve been :”) i guess my outlook on love and romantic connection was impacted a lot by him, and i truly hope to find someone who appreciates the love i can give 🀍 sending you lots of love and well wishes too!!! 🫢🏻

theinkspilled's avatar

I know the feeling, I lived it too that’s why I resonated with this so deeply. You’re always so kind, thank you for the well wishesπŸ’Œβœ¨

xins ꩜ αΆ» 𝗓 .ᐟ's avatar

ahhh noooo ☹️ hearing the hurt others went through hurts my heart too, but i guess it’s part of life to love and lose until the right one appears 🀍 love you!!!

theinkspilled's avatar

❀️‍πŸ”₯πŸ«‚

Mark βœŒοΈπŸ’™πŸ«‚'s avatar

Deeply heartbreaking. Beautifully written.